Kačenka is getting crazy

I feel something which I haven´t felt for a long, long, long time..There is someone who totally occupied my mind and although I am trying pretty hard to free my thoughts again I am not able to stop it. On one hand I really like it, the feeling makes the world look much more beautiful, but on the other hand I hate it, because I know how vulnerable this is and that these feelings can just fleet away as quickly as they appeared.